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3 mol weeks, 5 mol papers b4 i can have my sem break n d concert
i will try my best, mentally n physically 2 study, 2 answer d test, n finaly, 2 enjoy d concert!!!
yeah~~~
ol d best 2 me n my frens 4 d coming exam, gud nite~~~

fren

(2nd post bout fren)
wat do u think bout fren?
who u can share ur joyful moment?
here comes d matter
wat if they share ur joyful moment but they dun share theirs wit u
d worse is they even show their shit personality
make it short, r d so called 'F.R.E.N.S' reall necessary 2 take watever they have given 2 us even dos shit stuffs tat totally unacceptable personally by us
y v shall kip ourselves them when they don't do tat 4 us?
who t frens or shall i say wat r frens?

CONCERT!!!

1st time in my life...went 4 a concert!!! totally amazing!!! it's big bang in front me... watching their live performance is totally awesome!!! i noe their songs r nice...but when comes along wit d audio system, their live performance, i juz can't describe my feelings wit words...impressive!!! s simple s tat :) but, 1 thing i feel awkward, i was actually in free seating zone, d pathetic thing, LOL audience around me, i noe they were 'high' in d moment, so do i, yet v can't express our excitement...even v do, tat's totally awkward!!! LOL LOL LOL it was a gud nite 4 me... mayb it's bcoz it was my 1st time 2 go 2 a concert... or mayb i ard impressed by BIG BANG!!! haha, they r really awesome, hope they can come 4 2nd time :)

frens

frens... a term in my mind tat describe people of 1 person has to share with, stay with, enjoy with, talk with, hang out with, interact with... wat i got is ONLY talk wit... so many i have...but yet so few i have in fact... SELFISH, can't be understanding, ego, ignorant...these r d reasons made 'it' 2 be... i made up my mind, n it is definitely d best i can do.. after so many times i have tried my best 2 kip d frenship goes on...but oways end up wit ntg... silence n kip a distance wud be d best thing i can do so far~

recently

recently...
bout u, v have lost contact
duno wat r u bsy wit...perhaps u have started wit ur jobs b4 ut studies tat commence in march
hopefully v can kip in touch after dis, haha
bout me, still kip on spending my times wit studies(tests+assignments)
after tat, i have sum sports and series drama as entertainment
but actually, it's not tat enjoyable 4 me since i m having trouble with my frens' attitudes
wat a dull life....
but i noe i have 2 go on dis....
n wat's my motivation???
it's sure gonna be u!!!gal fren/family + money
haha
tat's life...n i have 2 go on dis!!!!

finally

finally, she left...
n again she ignored me, zzz
i did ask her 2 gimme a call b4 she left
but she didn't
she left in such way tat i can't even meet her in m'sia 4 las time...
she didn't take my call, can't even hear her voice, deng!!!
wat's rong wit her???(i m wondering)><
hope she is ok wit everything over there...
ol d best 2 her!!!!(n oso 2 me...)
watever it is going 2 b, juz let it b...
well...gonna visit her nex time~
again, it's COMPLICATED!!!

...

ntg in mind
blank
no happiness
no sadness
i understood
4 sure she means sumthing 4 me
but since
i m stil dun have d ability
ntg is better 4 me 2 let her go
in fact i dun ever have her b4
ntg 2 do nw
juz wish her ol d best
focus on my studies
enjoy my current life
or if i can't enjoy it, mayb i shud pass my days in silence
means tat wit no excitement anymol
dis is d best way 4 me so far
if d chance is stil there after i have my own career, sure, i wil go 4 it!!!
wish us ol d best!!!